Today i woke up with a sense of completion.
I woke up with the feeling that im not floating through this world aimless
I now have dreams i want to accomplish
places i want to go and thing's i want to see
it's not just "oh i wanna go here"
it's more like a plan
I know when i get home i'm finishing school
I want to go to college at the university of Hilo (that's in hawaii)
i want to study buisness and open a clothing boutique
with funky accesories and cute shoes
I want to maybe start a succesful chain of stores.
I Know i want to travel to tahiti
I want to to charity work and help people in Africa
I want to help the people who were affected by the tsunami
I really want to help because, drinking at random house
parties is not something i want to do forever.
I havent smoked pot in A LONG TIME
probably in a good 6 to 8 months
but i know i don't want to do that anymore
I know i don't want to piss away my future for a duece and an 8th
This is my dream and it's feels fucking good to have clarity in my life
It feel's amazing to know where i want to be in 5 to 10 years.